FRUST LA BANGANG !!

2 days that make me frust

1-that stupid cuzin call me bitch.thnx u so much for cursing me.i dont even call u fucker and i wont if i got no reason to call u that, moron!

2-today i didnt manage to go to teakwondo training coz why? last night from the dusk till midnight i just keep cleaning,rearrange my cupboard,my big study table throw away stupid paper and sort of --' i dont even touch my homework.and i even get my bath at midnight.sad isnt it?just becoz i want my room to look bigger not like before.i can hardly breathe.and they are training maybe my fav step in taekwondo and unfortunetly, i didnt come.i slept at 3 o'clock and i just awake again (sahur jap )at 10 in the morning.at that time the training is almost over.i begin to imagine i am hiting and punching shamrul's face and body.off with his head! wtv..

6 YEARS !! i am waiting to get myself in this self-defence training.6 YEARS ! mark that word.that's why i hate to miss not even 1 class.i am in LOVE with taekwondo.nobody understand how frust i am when i miss my fav class.i hate it!NOBODY UNDERSTAND !!

NOBODY UNDERSTAND MY PROBLEM.KEEP SAYING WTV THEY WANT AND DIDNT CARE WHAT I FEEL.( BLAHH BLAHH BLAHH).nobody !!